I am a new mother. I didn't ask to get so fat. All I want is to lose weight. I would love to be a size nothing. But realistically I will only be able to get to 130 lbs. I need motivation. I hate food, but I love it more.


Fuck!!! I am working so hard to lose weight and still Breastfeed and it’s just impossible. I haven’t gained but I’ve not lost either. I just have to face that I can’t lose weight and maintain my milk supply. I would just quit breastfeeding but formula is just so expensive!!! I just have to come to terms with the fact that this just won’t happen right now :(